All my life and the hereafter
I've never seen, seen one like you

You're a knife, sharp and deadly
And it's me that you cut into
But I don't mind, in fact, I like it
Though I'm terrified, I'm turned on but scared of you

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I don't mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster but I don't mind

No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)

No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

In her eyes, there's love and fire
In my heart, she's burning through
But I don't mind, in fact, I like it
Though I'm terrified, I'm turned on but scared of you

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I don't mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster but I don't mind

And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind

And I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind
No, I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind
No, I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind
No, I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind

(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
And I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
Said I don't mind

(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
Said I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
Beautiful monster

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I don't mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster but I don't mind

And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

(Said I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

Happy Birthday PGX. Last night went chinese garden to have a gathering cum dinner to celebrate pgx birthday. First time during this kind of celebration,i will say eat not full. After eating,brain storm see wanna go which pub to drink. My first thinking was to drink drank drunk. After so many things happen,it's time to let down and enjoy. Finally decision is to go Neverland. Spend almost $200 just on this very night. Friends all gang up together to make me drunk. Drink one glass after another. Whole stomach feel of alcohol and mixer. Feel like vomiting but just can't vomit out. Well did a very ps thing there. Fall asleep on the sofa. The music were so high. Feel like dancing all the way but there was like no dance floor there. Each guy friend pick up a thai girl. One of the thai was like putting my hand over her body,wanting me to hug her. At first i was thinking just go la. Since the girl i like also don't like me. But just after i think of that i straight push that thai girl off. I shouldn't be doing that. Since i like her le,i must be faithful to her. No matter in the end she wanna be with me not,i still can't be another girl. Unless i gave up on her.
Today went to school for FYP briefing. Initial intention go school not to attend the FYP briefing but hoping to see her. In the end i really get to see her. Although we didn't talk much but able to see you,i'm happy with it le. No matter what your decision will be,i will respect your decision. For now sad to tell you that i won't be giving up. I will continue to prove to you that i'm really really serious about you!!

Labels: I will wait for you

Everyday had been think what should i do? What should i do can then prove to that i'm serious and not toying with your feeling? Am i thinking too much or did i receive the wrong information? during the study camp how u treat me is totally different from how u normally treat me. Are you trying to call me give up? If yes please tell me.

Labels: Can't stop thinking of her

Everybody will go through a bad past. Everybody trying to get rid of the bad past and get a good future. But why can't you do it? I know it's hard but if you never try to go ahead,you forever won't move. I really hope that you can tell me more about your past so that i can really understand how u feel. Don't wanna always keep many ???? on my mind. I don't wanna make the same mistake that your ex bf made. I wanna you to be the happiigurl x12345678987654321 that i knew. I can give u the freedom that u need but i can't give you 100% freedom. I'M NOT GOING TO GET INTO ANY R/S OR WHATEVER THIS YEAR!! Everything will be better next year.. Haha. I'm not rushing you to go into a r/s just don't wanna you to treat me hot and cold. Let's see how things goes bahx.

Labels: Missing happiigurl x 12345678987654321

Finally i'm back here posting again. MST over lo.. Not gonna care about the result though i know i had done pretty badly.. Whatever la.. Just enjoy myself first den say. Just finished study camp with Germaine, Zhong Bin, Wei Haw, Keith, Wei Ting and Kenneth. It was a very tiring week for us but we manage to endure it. I gonna say this few nights that i spend with u are the happiest day i had for this entire year. Even more happy den passing my driving license.
Went Aunty Amy's house to see Lele.. He so cute lo.. Amy's mother tell us alot things. Dont't know how to help her la. Left and right both my friends.
Had a great chi chat night with my BROS. So long nv meet them le and they still make a point to come down to BP to find me..Haha. Thanks BroS!!

Labels: Missing Her